Silence is a girl's loudest cry. Damn it! Kenapa ngan aku? Kenapa aku selalu nangis sejak kebelakangan nie? Kenapa aku rasa mcm diri aku nie da tak diperlukan lagi? Kenapa? Why? Tch. I hate myself for being sooo sensitive lately. I feel like i wanna suicide. Darn. Awak, saya taktau kenapa saya jadi mcm nie. Asal pikirkan pasal awak jea, mesti saya akan nangis. Setiap kali awak muncul dalam fikiran saya, rasa sebak tiba-tiba timbul. Tapi lama-lama bila saya pikir, baru saya paham. Kita sekarang berada di dunia lain. Awak happy ngan dunia awak. Saya paham awak pasti sibuk ngan rakan-rakan awak yang lain. Keluar sana sini, lepak rumah kawan, dll. Sebab itu, saya takkan kacau dunia awak lagi. Saya taknak jadi penganggu hidup awak. Takpe, jangan risau. Kita takkan putuskan hubungan tapi kita akan hidup berjauhan selama kita menjadi seorang pelajar sekolah. Saya takkan berada di sisi awak lagi seperti sebelom nie. Kita selalu berkepit sama-sama tapi sekarang tak lagi. Saya akan selalu awasi awak dari jauh. Saya akan selalu doakan yang terbaik buat awak. Saya akan selalu setia pada awak sorang. Saya akan selalu menyayangi dan mencintai awak dengan tulus hati. Kali nie, saya pegang pada janji saya, yang saya takkan tinggalkan awak. Semoga awak bahagia dengan dunia awak. ♥ . To : H From : A Okay, skrg aku da jadi budak vokasional kat Sg. Petani. Baru masuk 2 minggu lepas. Aku ambik course Bakeri. Haha, aku memang minat masak pastry semua nie. Aku masih lagi beginner tapi bila aku study lebih mendalam lagi, insyaAllah past. Impian aku nak bukak kedai kek/ pastry mungkin akan tercapai dengan izin Allah. Amin. First day aku masok asrama, aku rasa mcm kekok gilaaa. Dalam kepala otak aku, cuma pikir nak balik rumah, rindu family. Alhamdulillah, cuti seminggu raya cina nie, kira da puas sikit jumpa family, member-member sekolah lama. Syioooookk! :'> |
I may not be perfect, may not be your dream girl. But i'm happy and thankful for being who i am. Fuhh! Lama gila aku tak update blog. Busy sejak kebelakangan nie. Busy konon, haha. The truth is, aku bukak lappy aku everyday. Online non-stop, post photos kat tumblr, skodeng blog orang sampai tgh malam tapi aku langsung tak update sebab apa? Sebab maleh ==" nie la tabiat aku setiap masa. xD Okie now, aku telah di-tagged oleh Riza Noor Syamimi , kawan lama time aku study kat Convent Taiping dulu. Rindu aku kat dia ngn kawan-kawan yg laen. Harap dapat jumpa diorang. Heee :D Btw, sorry sebab reply lambad wehh. "Busy" la katakan. HAHA. so here are the questions : 1) suka kawan yg mcmne ? why ? Hmm, kawan yg sporting setiap masa. Why? Because aku suka and rasa senang bila dapat kawan mcm tu :) 2) masa dating perkara plg sweet korg pna buat ? Waw. Haha. Paling sweet pernah buat = kiss kat pipi :3 3) antara lelaki/pompuan yg mne always curang ? kenpa ? Lelaki. Sebab lelaki sekarang nie, tak brapa paham perasaan gf diorang. Last-last, mesti si lelaki mintak putus sebab parents da tau la, tak ready lagi la and blablabla punya alasan yg tak masok akal. Padahal da ada orang laen. Sanggup tipu. Engat si pmpuan tu bahan mainan ka apa? Dia pon ada perasaan jugak ==" *geramm 4) pernh x korng suka kat seseorg tu then bertepuk sblah tngan je ? ape prasaan korg ? Pernah, tapi yeala, bertepuk sebelah tangan. Perasaan time tuh mestilah sedih, rasa mcm da putus harapan nak dapatkan si dia. Da nasib, nak buad mcm mana kann? :) 5) suka pmpuan/lelaki yg jenis mcmne ? cra dressup ? prngi ? Suka lelaki yg sporting, funny, kiut, baek, dengar cakap, caring and tu jea kot. Kalau dressup, mestilah sentiasa nampak kemas and segak. Hahaha. Perangai da tentu nak yg elok, hormat orang tua and always loving ala-ala romantik gitu. Lol xD 6) ape kenangan terindah and buruk ketika bercuti/camping ? Yg terindah, masa bercuti kat Sabah. Dapat duit dari mama, teros g shopping mcm-mcm. Shopping yg tu, shopping yg nie. Heeee. Yg terburuk pulak, masa p camp Kadet Polis kat Hutan Lipur. Time tuh ada jungle trekking. Tgk bawah, punya la belambak pacat kat atas tanah. Geli tgk. Bila da abes, aku rasa mcm lega sebab rasanya pacat tak hingap kat mana-mana badan. Tapi bila da bukak kasut, tgk-tgk ada. Naseb baek 1 ja. Haha. First time kena >.< 7) favourite artist ? why ? Greyson Chance sebab dia comel yg teramat sangaatt! Hihihi. Dia ada suara yg lagi awesome dari si JB tuh. Lagipon suara Greyson matang, tak mcm JB yg suara mcm pondan. Haha :D 8) pe yg korg like/dislike kat teenagers skrg ? Ermmm, no comment la :x 9) pe yang korg penah buat mase nak tackle someone? Uik. Tackle? Haha. Tak pernah langsung tackle orang sebelom nie. ^^ 10) pernah buat jahat tak kat someone ? example ? Pernah. Kutuk orang. Tapi tu sebenarnya hanya nak release geram/ marah. Sebab orang tuh yg start nak cari pasal dulu. Tuduh aku mcm-mcm fitnah. Maklum la, dia tuh Diva Popular la katakan :) 11) ape korg buat bile sedih ? Kurung dalam bilik. Sambil tuh dengar lagu or tgk movies sambil makan twisties. Syokk ;) Yeahh, semua soalan sudah dijawab. Thanks manyak-manyak sebab tagged titew yea Riza. Lots of Love ♥ |
A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the Sun. Enjoy the trip. 7 November nie, birthday si-Dia! Maksod aku tomorrow kann? Heee :D Aku nak kasi dia present tapi aku sendiri pon taktau apa nak dikasi. Tolong sedekahkan idea sket bole? Hahaha. I'm now out of ideas. Geezz =,=' Agaknya apa yg laki suka yea? Hmmm.. Aku da pernah bagi da T-shirt Paul Smith kat dia before PMR dulu :/ Tapi kann, aku sendiri pon taktau apa yg dia suka. Harap ja nama GF, tapi satu haprak pon taktau. Ish3 >_> Aku engat nak bawak dia pegi makan kat somewhere. Tapi bukan aku ngan dia ja. Member-member laen pon mesti nak celebrate birthday dia jugak kann? Haha. Oh yea, birthday aku pon akan datang tak lama lagi. 13 November nie. So, maybe kitorang bole celebrate skali kann? Tehee. Balik kepada topic tadi, tentang transport, aku rasa no problemo, sebab kak long aku ade kat sini. Bole usung bawak p mana ja. Untunglah dia ade lesen kreta, hahaha XD Hal nie aku akan pikirkan dulu. At least, dapat tengok muka dia pon da bole buad aku happy. Lama aku tak jumpa dia. Lebih kureng.. nak masok 3 minggu aku tak jumpa dia. Rindu dia gler-gler wehh. Nyuuu, T_T Pape pon, aku just nak ucap selamat hari jadi buad dia. Dia selalu buad aku happy bile aku sedih. Dia kadang-kadang lawak, kadang-kadang gler sket. Hahaha. Dia baik orangnya. Dia kadang-kadang suka buad comel tapi memang dia comel pon. Comel sangat bagi aku. Kerja dia makan ja tau. Makan makan makan. Tu yg buad aku suka dia tu. Ehee. Tido lambad ialah salah satu aku paling takbrape suka dia buad. Bukannya skali tapi slalu. Haish, apa nak jadi ngan budak tu pon aku taktau. And last skali dia suka mrajok. Haha, but i like. Aku suka smua tentang dia. Bagi aku, dia da cukup sempurnaa :> H A P P Y 1 5 T H B E L A T E D B I R T H D A Y S A Y A N G ! ♥ *You Dah Tua Lahh! :P P/S : Prasan tak candles tu cukup-cukup ja 15? Cuba try kira betol-betol. Hihihi :D Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha :) Rendang Rendangg! ♥ |
I want a late night adventure. I want someone to call me up and say, " I'm outside. Let's go do something! " I want to go out late at night in my pyjama's and my hair in mess. Maybe take a walk around. Go to park and just swing on the swings. Maybe sit in the grass and watch the stars. Or maybe go to a 24-hour food place and eat something tasty. I just want my late night adventure with people i like to be around. Hihi :D Waaa! I want to eat ice cream now! Gimme an ice cream pleasee.. T_T Haha. I want Magnum Almond or Chocolate Truffle. Oooo~ those are my favourites! I also want Cornetto Love Blackforest. And Sundae as well too! Or probably Haagen Dazs! Ohmygoat. I want to eat all of them! Mann, i'm hungry of ice creams right now. Nyuuu, =.= |
I am just a person who is human, down to earth enjoying life.. whatever God blesses you with. Enjoying life for me is just normal. Okay, so here are the SHORT THINGS ABOUT ME! :> # the name is 'unknown' 8D # this coming 13November, i'm going to be 15! I have been asked by a few questions from Emily and Chibis, my friends from somewhere else in Asia. Haha :D So, these are my answers then. Tehee. - Emily's Questions - 1. If you had a chance to meet someone ( can be dead, alive or frictional ), who would it be? 8. What is your favourite quote? " Do All Things With Love " . Wait, i have a lot :O 9. One country where would you like to visit? Hmm, A lot! But i prefer Japan! :D 10. What month was you born in? November :D 11. What are you scared of? Snakes! =,= but i hate being forgotten too :< - Chibis' Questions - 1. What's your favorite movie? I have a lot, but i think i choose Transformers xD 2. What are your bad habits? No idea :x 3. What events that you can't forget? Attended to Disney On Ice at PISA, Penang which it was year 2006 :D 4. What would you feel if a friend betrayed you? Makes me totally sad :< 5. Do you agree with: trying is paramount to success? Hmm, i can't say, but if you keep trying, it will give you a success :) 6. Do you like to read and memorize? Not really. Sometimes when i read, it will stuck in my head. Ehe, 7. Who are the people very valuable in your life? My family, my friends, and my bf, of course ;) 8. What's your favorite music? Currently The Boys by Girls' Generation 9. True / False : your life is very meaningful to your family? Yes, it's True! 10. Do you like to give a surprise to anyone else? Yeah, i love it! 11. Who's your favorite artist? A lot! But i guess the most i love is Soo Young from Girls' Generation :3 Thank You For The Questions! :D Kamsahamnida |